Just back from Leeds festival. It was pretty horrible. The entire place was just full of people drinking or getting stoned. None of it was about watching bands as far as I could see. It was just so annoying.
I didn't really see that many people. There weren't that many people on I really wanted to see. There were a lot of big bands on. The type you should see 'cause you'd not really get the chance to any other way, but I didn't really care that much. I saw Jurassic 5 who I've loved for years. They were really great and I got to see Funeral for a friend which was full of emo kids so you can imagine how much I liked that. But, it reminded me of the missus so it was nice in that way. Most of the other people who were on I didn't get to see.
Ooo, I randomly met Gandhi in one of the tents and stayed with him for a while. That was pretty cool.
Then, the best part, Naomi called me on Sunday night. It was so great. I was feeling so uneasy and isolated being in a place like that where I knew no-one there was like me in any way. It was the first time we'd really spoken like we used to since I'd met her in March. It made me feel so much better and happier than thougth I could be anymore after the year up until that point.
It woke me up and reminded me of a person I used to be. That I want to be again.
Hopefully I will be one day.