Sunday, October 31, 2004


I got attacked with make-up! :|

Saturday, October 30, 2004

MUM: I can't turn up to a posh hotel smelling of bacon.
ME: Yep, you smell.
MUM: At least I don't have a beard, Shane.
ME: I'd be very worried if you did. Anyway, it's part of my werewolf costume. Teen Wolf!! Grrr.
MUM: Yes, Shane. Very scary. O_o
mmmyep
My dad and sister just came home. My dad's covered in blood. As they got near home they found a teenager in the road caked in blood, with no teeth left at all and a swollen eye. He'd been kicked in the head until there was nothing left.
Apparently there was someone else kicked to shit outside a shop.
It's all alcohol. Any reason and that's it, you're fucked.
I want to tear the fucking world apart one beer drinking cunt at a time.
I want to do to them what they think they have the right to do to other people.
I want to kick their fucking teeth through the back of their fucking head.
They don't deserve to live. They're fucking animals. They should be put the fuck down.
Hmm, vitriol.

Friday, October 29, 2004

Everyone's gone out and left me. My mum's gone...somewhere and my dad and sister have gone...somewhere else. I don't care. I never listen to them. I'm just bitter because I have nothing to do.
Boredom. I'm sat here staring at the screen wondering if there's something better I could be doing with my time. Probably not.
I've eaten half a duck (which, surprisingly, was pretty damn good.) Now I'm quite full. Fatfatfat.
Randomly downloaded Alice in Wonderland last night and watched it this afternoon when I was confined to my room. It's not as bizarre as it seemed when I was little, but still, pretty weird. I really love the book though. Even though Lewis Carrol was a scary, scaryman.
It's been a pretty boring day in general really. I've not done anything but sit and read, and I was only doing that because I couldn't be bothered to watch movies anymore.
I haven't read for a long time actually. I need to start again.
GAH. Really. So, so, SO bored.

Thursday, October 28, 2004


glo-stick fun. It's like Star Wars...or something. O_o
I got home and my dad was holding a box from Naomi which had been left outside the back door. Outside!! clever. Everything was ok though. It had pretty bows on top with black and orange ribbon and all the things were wrapped in pirate bags. ^_^
There was a Scare'dy Spider from Thorntons, (I've just looked at the back and realised the Thornton factory is just down the road from me. It's travelled quite a long way to end up five minutes away from where it came from!) four Halloween candles and a bear with a pumpkin.
Just went to Tesco to buy halloween supplies and I got three glo-sticks, one of which I accidentally set off. So now I'm sat here, in the dark, with a yellow glo-stick around my neck. Also bought a chocolate frog and got the card with Ron masturbating again!! What is with that boy?
SO many presents.
Gah, I had yet another dream about a rapper last night. O_o
Method Man.
Bad.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ok, so there was smoke coming out of the engine of my car. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong...does it? O_o
Went to see 5 children and It. If you like films with Eddie Izzard playing a sand fairy and delirously rambling about monkey wrenches, "or just a monkey with a wrench." Then it's the film for you. If not, then get off my blog you freak!
There we go.
Done.

Friday, October 22, 2004

I've had headache every day for about a month. I thought it was stress or something to do with how much I was sleeping but I've just realised it's probably the tablets. I've just been to the doctor and he's given me another month's worth and says I probably need another month after that. Meh.
Ugh. I need to move out. I need a job. I don't want to be here any more.
My sister bought me a lolly from the zoo shaped like a monkey and my mum's bought me a chocolate covered apple. Hooray for food on sticks.
Ok. This was a slightly random post. Never mind.
mmmyep.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

I'm really fed up of people and their attitudes. Everyone gets upset and angry over the slightest of things. Even my mother's as touchy and immature as a teenager.
Maybe there's no such thing as 'maturity.' Or maybe everyone's just so wrapped up in their own world they don't care about anyone else's feelings.
Or maybe I care about everyone else's feelings too much.
Everyone's in a bad mood recently and it just makes my mood worse. I try and make everyone else feel better by doing and saying what they want just so it'll stop. It never does though. Something else just comes up instead. I don't want all this drama. People argue over the stupidest of things. It's not worth it, what's the point?
Meh.
Going to bed.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Download Moonlight sonata by Mozart.
Not much else to say. It's been a pretty uneventful week so far. The theatre's cool, although I hate having to finish and it's only gonna be a week this time. :-(
I need to start looking for a new job but I don't really want to yet. Meh, bills.
I'm having too many dreams about rappers recently. In the past week I've dreamt about 50 Cent, Snoop Dogg and Will Smith. It's disturbing me.
mmmyep
O_o

Monday, October 18, 2004

I just quit my job.
No money AT ALL.
Woo.
Meh.
Bed.

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Friday, October 15, 2004


I don't have anything to blog really. Well, I probably do, but I can't really be bothered to think about it. So, instead, we have a random picture blog. This was taken at sunrise one morning this summer on my phone after I'd gotten stopped by the police for randomly wandering around at 5 in the morning. Hmm, yeah.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Meh.
Stuff.
I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep.
I can't breath properly. My chest's tightened up again and it hurts quite a bit.
Can't be bothered to blog more.
Bored.

Monday, October 11, 2004

murghmurghmurghmurgh
Another day.
My cousin asked me to go to the cinema. Then he cancelled.
I'm slightly glad.
I'm going to town tomorrow to buy trousers for my grandma's funeral...and just because I don't have any trousers.
murghmurhgmurgh
I feel crap all of a sudden.
I'm tired.
End



Friday, October 08, 2004

I finally passed my driving test on Wednesday. Only my fifth attempt. O_o Hmm.
I didn't tell anyone I was going for it because I didn't expect to pass again to be honest.
My grandma died yesterday afternoon. Which obviously wasn't a surprise. It didn't really affect me. It was for the best. *shrug* I dunno.
I can't really think of much else to say.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Ooo, my counter's working again. I'm on 149 now. I bet you're SO glad about that aren't you?
mmmyep.
I think something happened today, but I'm not sure what.
*Thinks*................ nope. I don't think it did.
I woke up feeling ok this morning but I've slowly gotten a headache again. Fun.
I watched Wicker Park. They changed the ending!! But I think it makes more sense than the original. Plus, Lisa doesn't get blown up.
I also watched Once upon a time in Mexico but got bored and just fast forwarded to the parts with Johnny Depp in.
Um, what else?
Mint or Parsley? I don't CARE.
Boring.
-_-

Monday, October 04, 2004

I don't have anything to blog. I'm just incredibly bored and I have nobody to talk to.
I didn't bother going to work today. Not going tomorrow either.
So what have I done all day? Well, had a headache. That's about it.
I don't have anything else to write but I'm immensly bored and restless and quite irritable so I'm just going to keep typing.
*MOODMOODMOOD*
Ugh, I don't want this food.
My headache wont go despite taking tablets.
Really, SO bored.
Forget it. I'm going out.
-_-

Sunday, October 03, 2004

My post counter seems to be stuck on 140. Maybe that's all I've posted. I don't know.
Ok, Hero is the most beautiful film EVER. Go watch it now.
I don't care about all you film snobs who wont see action films or dumb, illiterate people who wont watch films with subtitles. None of it matters. Just watch it and be in awe.
"Oooh. Pretty pictures."
Yes.
My mouse isn't working right.
It's getting on my nerves.
Ok, done.
O_o