I was looking through music videos to put on myspace earlier and really wanted to put this one on, in fact did until I found The Reindeer Section.
This is just too cool, however, not to be somewhere in my on-line life, so, here's Rufus;

Naomi,

I do.

Well, if you've read Naomi's blog you already know everything about what I'm going to blog about. It was all very lovely.
My mum was in the kitchen and I went in for some reason and she showed me a red, heart-shaped ring box. She opened it and asked me if Naomi would wear a ring like that and I said, "probably, why?" She said that it'd be nice for Naomi to have it and that I could give it to her if I wanted and if she liked it.
So, I went back into Naomi, who was on the floor with the cat, and pulled her over to the sofa with me and showed it to her and asked if she liked it. She said she did and I asked her if she wanted to wear it and she said she did and I gave it to her to try on. It fit and she was smiling a lot and saying she liked it, then asked me if I was going to do it all properly. I got down on one knee and asked her to marry me, properly this time, and put it on her finger.
All the while she looked like she was going to cry. She didn't, but I got that it was very moving for her.
I couldn't help grinning for most of the rest of the afternoon.
I'm not even going to write that I'm so happy because it just doesn't do it justice.
I just kissed her upside down and I've gone all dizzy. So that's your lot.

Missus came home last night. She's currently in the bathroom cleaning most of the stuff from her bag because shampoo went everywhere.
I was so happy when I saw her at the airport. I had to run across to her, I couldn't walk. It was so incredible to feel her in my arms again. We walked over to the car smiling and holding each other lots and then kissed lots when I was putting her suticase in the boot.
I took her around to the hotel/business park bit at the side to where I called her the day she left to show her the rabbits. There were a lot about being all cute and things. Being with her there, like that, was so amazing. I'd missed her so much.
When we got home Chloe greeted her and wasn't annoyed at her leaving which was a surprise. She usually gets in a mood. We went up to our room and she showed me all the stuff she'd brought over with her and gave me my present. Grumpy indeed.
Then we just spent the whole night together not really even talking, just enjoying being together, and didn't get to sleep until about half four.
Today we went to town to get photos developed from over there. They're really pretty. She's such a talented wee thing. ^_^
Now I've got to go make salad.

Seven hours and twenty five minutes.
I presume missus is still in bed 'cause she's not answering.
I got called from work this morning to work tonight but I wasn't sure whether I'd be able ot finish work and get to the airport in time so I had to tell them I couldn't do tonight. I'm doing the rest of the week though so I should be getting a bit of money soon. Which is a relief.
Only problem being it's follow spot again. I hate it. It scares the crap out of me 'cause it so much more high profile than being behind everything and not being seen. If you screw up, people see. Plus you have to talk on the headsets. Anyone who knows me knows that's not a strong point for me.
I'll survive though. I need the money.
Ok, I'm gonna go and get missus to answer me 'cause I love her and miss her voice.

Look at her! Even when she's being weird and slightly scary she's still the prettiest thing ever. ^_^

Got woken up FAR too early this morning by missus texting me because she had to get up for church. It's the first time in ages I had that, "I'm reading this message but I may be asleep before I finish" feeling because I was so tired.
I think I replied. I'm not too sure. Later she sent me a picture which was so beautiful I can't even begin to describe. I'm so glad she's been able to send me pictures of herself while she's been away. It's helped a lot with the feeling of missing her. Plus, it doesn't hurt to have such amazing pictures of someone so perfect to look at all the time. ^_^
I stumbled upon a website featuring old comic book covers and got very disturbed. How do they not know what they're writing? Some of them are so blatant.
Anyway, now I'm talking to missus. Only 24 and a bit hours until she's home. I can't wait.

Last night.
Last night.
Was...amazing.
I just wish she was home so that we didn't have to talk like that over MSN. I want her to say this stuff in person.
It all just flowed so easily without it ever needing to be pushed and proved how perfect everything about us is.
It was easily the most special, incredible and loving MSN conversation I've ever had.
Today...not much. I'm going to Lindsay's dance show later and then possibly out afterwards, but I may escape sooner if I can.

Look at the pose. She's just itching to be a model. Look at her swinging those hips. :-P My beautiful missus.

"For the man who has nothing to hide... but still wants to."
Obviously not Jet.
Missus left this morning. It was really quick which meant it wasn't too bad, (i.e. not dragged out)but it was bad enough. I wanted to run over and kiss her when she was in the queue but I thought I might get jumped by security or something.
I wandered back to the car in a slight daze and then drove out of the airport to park up and talk to her while she was waiting to leave.
The place where I parked was full of wild rabbits/hares, I dunno which, and two baby ones were running around eating grass and flowers in front of my car. They were very cute and tiny.
My computer just went insane and I totally lost my train of thought.
um, yeah. I went to Shannon's sports day this afternoon... eventually. I was sat at the back in the shade just hoping missus would text me. It was weird being there alone. It's the type of thing we do together that is extremely... not boring, but not interesting. They're always fun with her though just because it's lovely. That doesn't really make sense, but I get what I mean.
It's hard to type being this restless.
I'm just gonna leave it at that. I'm sure I'll be bored later and blog something else. Or make a myspace if I can be bothered.

I just found this. I dunno if I've blogged it before or if it was Naomi, but here it is again because I think it's great.
The people in Big Brother are sending me insane. How are people actually like this?
Ugh, really.
Missus is leaving me on Wednesday for about a week. I'm going to miss her so much. It'll be amazing when she comes back though. ^_^