I just spent the last hour talking to every member of my family. That includes mother, sister, aunt and grandma.
I admitted some things to my mum which even scared me. I can't even remember what tehy were now but it made me realise I'm in a worse state than I even imagined.
My mum was saying she was scared for me. After hearing myself talk, I'm scared for me too.
I don't know what else to write. If I remember what I've been saying then I'll blog later. Otherwise I'll see what the doctor has to say tomorrow.
I'm gonna ring work now to tell them I'm not coming in anytime soon.
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