Hm. So now I've seen what a deathbed looks like. It was the strangest situation I've ever been in. The way everyone looked. Their faces. I don't think I'll ever forget them. It reminded me of a war film. One of those scenes where it shows you all the soldiers waiting the night before a battle. Everyone was sat there just waiting for the inevitable to happen.
I really couldn't keep from crying. I had to leave the room twice.
I'm so drained right now. There's so much in my head.
I really want to leave. Just walk out the door and carry on until I end up somewhere different. I almost did twice tonight.
I can't really think of a way to end this post so I'll just fade out...
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