Hm, I used to go days or even WEEKS without blogging. Now I do it more than once a day sometimes. It's becoming a bit of an obsession. What's the point really? Who even wants to read this stuff? Still, it keeps me amused.
So, sleep. After only getting 8 hours since Friday I fell asleep at about 8pm yesterday and then woke up about 11. I then proceeded to talk to Chlo on MSN (btw, checked old man pyjamas are the coolest. We decided.) until 2 this morning before realising I'd not slept again. Naomi came online for about two minutes but didn't say anything to me. Murgh. She's got a lot of stuff going on at the moment and I really wish I could help out in some way but I get the feeling I make it worse. We don't seem to be able to talk anymore. I dunno. I really miss how we were. I don't think it's ever going to go back to that though. Everything's a bit of a mess. I REALLY don't know how to deal with the emotions I have for her. Denial's always good though.
Decided to walk home again today. Bought a Ben and Jerry's ice cream sandwich thing made with two cookies. ^_^ It was very impressive. Instead of walking home down the main road I decided to go through the woods and over the fields. About halfway through the woods I came to a part that was completely carpeted in wild flowers. The entire floor was a sea of purple and green with just a path through the middle. It was incredible and the smell was amazing.
Said "good morning" to two old men. I love being randomly friendly to people when you can tell they deserve it.
I ended up walking in a circle and coming back on myself so that I could walk around my old high school. I stumbled onto the path that I used to follow out of school and instantly felt like I was twelve again. I used to be SO relieved when I was walking up that hill because I was getting away from school.
Got very dusty and was perhaps overly amused by the fact dust came off my boots when I walked. O_o hm.
Now what... I've got nothing to do anymore. I should sleep I guess and maybe eat. I need to remember that my body needs sleep AND food to function. I don't seem to give it either recently.
Hmmm, yeah
^_^