This better publish today. Damn thing refused to work ALL of yesterday.
You know who my favourite writer is? Naomi. I was just reading her blog. She's hilarious.
I was reading some of the old blogs. I always do. It was a magical time for us. I really do miss it sometimes. The way we were so opposed to saying anything about our feelings for each other. The strongest we ever said was "I like you." Once. Then it was all ignored. It was just there. Something we just knew. That's sometimes missing these days. I feel like if I don't say I love her all the time she'd forget or feel like I didn't anymore. Got to stop being so afraid of things like that. Still, I like telling her I love her in a million ways whenever I can.
These days are starting to feel like the old days though. For me at least, because we're apart. Blogging so I can tell her things I can't say in person. That's all it was ever there for in the first place. Obviously, she doesn't feel it. She's working. I wish I could get her away from that place. I neeed to be rich.
Gotta hurry, I've left the shower on.
Cleanliness here I come.
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