Sunday, February 15, 2004

Was out last night when Naomi phoned. It was the first time we'd really talked on the phone. The only other time was when she phoned me to let me hear Trin and we only said hello and goodbye.
I was so glad to get out of The Green Room. Surrounded by a bunch of idiots trying to out-stoner each other. It was the most pathetic thing I'd ever seen and when my phone rang the relief that came over me was huge.
I ran down the stairs hoping to get outside before it went on to the answerphone. I really didn't want to miss my chance to talk to her.
When I finally got outside my heart was pounding and I almost didn't answer it in time 'cause I was taking time to get my breath and compose myself. I was very nervous. More so than I can remember being ever before that. She's just such a huge thing to me.
Anyway. I answered the phone and got to spend ages talking to her. I was so scared of not being able to talk or having nothing to say, 'cause that's how I am, but she was telling me all about her night and things seemed to go pretty well. I was so nervous that I couldn't stand still. I ended up walking around most of town just to distract myself from being on the phone to her in some way. I'm sure I sounded like and idiot some of the time but just being on there with her and hearing her voice (which was beautiful) was amazing. She has the prettiest accent I've ever heard.
So yeah, that was that. I got a bit cold and a bit wet as I ran out so fast I forgot my top and was only wearing a t-shirt but none of it mattered.
It was so perfect to spend my valentine's day on the phone to her. Even if the rest of it was awful.
^_^